Well…it’s been a couple of months now and I’m still feeling broken.  I’ve gone dark side.  I mean, the bright side is it forces me to run to the light, but I’m just having a hard time being convinced that he’s not coming back.  He said he wasn’t.  I feel like even in dark side he knows me…from he’s told me about his past.  And will I only get over him by “replacing” him?  That is what it appears he has done with me…Although I know people are irreplaceable…